Monday, September 7, 2009
Instead of packing my luggage, im blogging now =.="
being full of the thought that i wont b able to see u again makes me desperate. i should have known that there's impossible for us. u always treat me merely as a friend. i just cant forget u from the start although there r many guys surround me. blaming myself. why i so stupid to believe on her tt time and why i so stupid doing such a childish things tt time.
it all become a past now. i dunt have time machine tt can allow me to return to tt time.
i have to try harder to forget about u.
wish me luck :))
DMS is finished! exams are quite difficult this time round. hope i can give the best to my parents.
need to work harder in UOL bcoz there's a goal tt my parents waiting for. my stupid cousin gets her PR alrdy within a year, makes my mother always pushing me to work harder and harder. i dunno whether family matter will affect e process of getting PR or not. e stupid cousin of mine has 2 sisters here who married to local guys and get their singapore citizens status alrdy. maybe tts e reason why she can get PR easily. haiz~
but my auntie is e kind who likes to show-off~
arrrgghhh!
i rly hate show-off pple!! :((
it wont b the same when we r separated after this DMS. everyone has their own path and has different time schedule which can makes outing seems difficult. :'(
im gonna miss all of u..
i rly need to pack my luggage now. actually i have doubt feeling tt i can meet my friends in pekanbaru. it is because i go back only for 10 days and has 1 sunday. my friends all either working n studying. indo only has sundays as public holidays :(( not like singapore which has saturdays n sundays as public holidays.
but i can help my parents then and control my naughty brother chandra :P
bye!
being full of the thought that i wont b able to see u again makes me desperate. i should have known that there's impossible for us. u always treat me merely as a friend. i just cant forget u from the start although there r many guys surround me. blaming myself. why i so stupid to believe on her tt time and why i so stupid doing such a childish things tt time.
it all become a past now. i dunt have time machine tt can allow me to return to tt time.
i have to try harder to forget about u.
wish me luck :))
DMS is finished! exams are quite difficult this time round. hope i can give the best to my parents.
need to work harder in UOL bcoz there's a goal tt my parents waiting for. my stupid cousin gets her PR alrdy within a year, makes my mother always pushing me to work harder and harder. i dunno whether family matter will affect e process of getting PR or not. e stupid cousin of mine has 2 sisters here who married to local guys and get their singapore citizens status alrdy. maybe tts e reason why she can get PR easily. haiz~
but my auntie is e kind who likes to show-off~
arrrgghhh!
i rly hate show-off pple!! :((
it wont b the same when we r separated after this DMS. everyone has their own path and has different time schedule which can makes outing seems difficult. :'(
im gonna miss all of u..
i rly need to pack my luggage now. actually i have doubt feeling tt i can meet my friends in pekanbaru. it is because i go back only for 10 days and has 1 sunday. my friends all either working n studying. indo only has sundays as public holidays :(( not like singapore which has saturdays n sundays as public holidays.
but i can help my parents then and control my naughty brother chandra :P
bye!
what we could have been, 11:54 AM.
