Tuesday, July 28, 2009

if i havent read harry potter&half-blood prince before, i would say tt it is not tt bad~
almost cried at e part when dumbledore died :P
(almost~ but havent XD)

im curious about where i put my harry potter&deathly hallows now..
hehe :))
at bugis or indo??

everyone has his/her own problem~
i wont ask about e problem tt troubles u..
i ll wait until u tell me..
:))

what we could have been, 10:35 PM.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

love jay chou's songs n his talent!

世界末日 | Shi Jie Mo Ri | End of the World

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty

what we could have been, 7:32 PM.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i've finished doing my law CA1 which due on tuesday.. have trying to finish it asap bcoz tml will go out for whole day :))

ling's url is shopaholic-at-sg.blogspot.com!
pls do visit and order^^

what we could have been, 2:50 PM.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Like a book, my life also has chapters.. i need to close one chapter before i can move on to another chapter..
it's been 2 years since i broke up wif andreas and i have decided to close this chapter and took a step to move on.. i hardly contact wif him after tt..
i nv think of him again, its before this irritating mardiana came approach and ask me about him..
i just rly pissed off! i cant find any clue why e irritating mardiana ask me about his ex (not me), ask about who added each other on facebook first and etc..
i know tt andreas has a new girlfriend and is not mardiana,obviously.. she is such a kaypoh girl..

i have been telling myself not to buy things online anymore bcoz my darling wants to start bussiness online.. :))
i will help ling to promote then^^

what we could have been, 9:35 PM.

Friday, July 10, 2009

LOVE

love is a gift.
you can't buy it, you can't find it, someone has to give it to you. Learn to be receptive of that gift..
to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven..
the quickest way to receive love is to give..
the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly..
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings..

love grows by giving.
the love we give away is the only love we keep,
the only way to retain love is to give it away..

love is unselfish,
understanding and kind,
for it sees with its heart, and not with its mind..
never pretend to a love which you don't actually feel, for love is not ours to command..
those who are afraid of love and where it might take you, don't be..

for letting someone into your life and letting them know you that well is the greatest accomplishment ever..
sometimes you have to just take a chance in love and life..
you can't live your life amongst a mound of "what IFs"
you have to follow your heart and hope for the best..

love is the special feeling that brightens all our days,
and the secret of its meaning is found in simple ways..
love is missing someone whenever you're apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart..
love doesn't bind with chains and demands, love gives the soul wings..
love teaches freedom and happiness and gives inner peace..

we waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating perfect love..
when you like someone,
you love them with their faults.

to love and win is the best thing,
to love and lose is the next best..

love doesn't need to be doubted,
tested or proven..
it's meant to be shown, shared, and nurtured.
find your strength in love..

the way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost..
love must not be a thing of words and fine talk..
it must be a thing of action and sincerity..

love is strong yet delicate..
it can be broken..
to truly love is to understand this..
to be in love is to respect this..

love is not a matter of what happens in life..
it's a matter of what's happening in your heart..

if you have the courage to love,
you have the courage to suffer.
giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back,,
don't expect love in return.
just wait for it to grown in their heart,
but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours..

love may last for just a moment,
but memory can make that moment last forever..

immature love says " i love you because i need you"
mature love says " i need you because i love you"

P.S: im not in a fall-in-love mode.. hehe.. :))
i read this from my friend's note and i do agree wif him..

what we could have been, 8:41 PM.

Semester 5 sudah mulai sejak senin kemaren.. banyak yang berubah skrg.. kelas dbagi jadi 2.. jadi skarang 1 kls cm kira2 60 org..
jadi ngrasa balek k masa SMP ato SMA dmana klas ny kecil.. haha..
trus skrg sgrup ma syaz, ultra, vann ma sheila.. yg dsayangkan yaitu siti ga lanjut k sem 5.. tapi itu mngkin lbh baek bwat dia drpd dia ambil 5 subjects di 1 semester plus kerja.. dia bisa mati kecapekan..
aQ sdh pnah sgrup ma syaz,ultra n vann sblm ny.. tapi ga pnah sgrup ma sheila.. gpp d, biar bs mpluas lingkaran ptmanan.. haha..
ga sklas ma edmund dkk n ling dkk.. :((

tgl 8 july kmrn aQ ikut vote bwat PEMILU.. dpt surat dr embassy, mngkin krn sblm nya aQ pnah mnta bebas fiskal jadi mreka punya data2 ku.. pasti nya pilih Pak Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono, mg2 za indo bs jd lbh baek, jd ga dpandang sblh mata ge ma org2 sg..
hbs dr Kedutaan Besar Republik Indonesia, aQ yana amelia ma ling pg k Cineleisure di Somerset.. oh ya, ling bkn indo tp dy hanya nemenin k embassy cm krn kami pngen ntn ice age 3.. haha..

kmrn shrs ny kls Information System for Business lesson 1, tapi due to syaz ga dtg, jd aQ msk kls nya edmund/ling, mreka jg ISB tp lesson 2..
mumpung lesson 1 ga gt pnting dimana bljr lagi soal apa arti mouse, apa arti CPU blablabla.. udah pnah bljr pas SMP, palenk males klo bljr ge.. ga penting kale..
hahahahaha..

banyak banget bwat plan tp ga tau bs atau ga tcapai.. :((

diet gagal=sriyana..
apa arti statement ini?? haha..
aQ yang ge diet harus nahan nafsu pas ngliat n ngenyium bau makanan yg dmkn ma dy.. :((
sdh 2 hr nich bangun pagi2 kr2 jam 5.45 gt bwat exercise pagi..
mg2 za lemak2 nich cepat2 pg d..
ntah knapa betah bangettt d tubuh ku! hiks.. :'(

semester 5 nich jg bs bikin aQ mati..
degree aQ bakal mulai awal bln august dimana diploma aQ blm slesai (slesai=awal sept)..
yg mulai bln august tuch yang foundation units..
aQ ada 2 foundation units n 6 further units..
mg2 za 2 foundation units ini ga btabrakan ma jadwal diplomaku.. atau cm da 1 foundation units bwat bln august..
amin..
X)

Aku adalah cinta yang dilahirkan dari sekumpulan perasaan
Aku terurai dan berkembang,
berinteraksi dan berbagi
lewat angin dan bintang
Aku adalah matahari,
berjubah cahaya perak berlidah api,
dan
Aku adalah bulan
yang bergumul dengan dingin
berhembus angin misteri

what we could have been, 6:22 PM.