Srie"s WorLd--

2010-01-29T09:55:00.003+08:00

the only thing i can do now is HOPE :((

many things had happened this month.
from SriYudah get into Singapore Poly Optometry course, we gonna move house soon to Bt Panjang, everybody doesnt like verdy, i dont like him too but not tt much, the super-little-tiny-chances to meet u.
*sigh sigh

UOL exams really can made all of us stress :((
exams r in May but so-called-Mock-Tests r in March.
its coming rly fast.
*sigh sigh

2009-12-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

today went back home quite late (again). my dad has called me more than 4 times when i was in train. didnt pick up my phone bcoz too afraid get scolding from him due to my-always-went-back-home-late-this-whole-week :(( *sigh

called him when i reached home and bluff him tt i didnt hear his call bcoz my phone was in silent mode.
*feel guilty now. sorry dad.

watched Sherlock Holmes at Marina Square wif ling, verdy and andrew hoon. i find verdy quite scary due to the way he speak. haha.

2009-12-28T00:08:00.009+08:00

having a full day rest at home and doing nothing except online today. still feel very tired.

19 dec
bcome wendy's sister for wedding was very tiring. had to woke up early in e morning and took cab with wenhui to wendy's house. prepared things for e gate crashing event. took pics on labrador park. went to keith's house. back again to wendy's house. went to novotel. didnt have proper meal for whole day except subway for dinner. drank juice, soft drinks and wine instead of water.

20 dec
bcome wendy's wedding receptionist also tiring. need to smiled to all e guests. after e wedding dinner, chilled at wendy's hotel room and took lots of pics. some pics are not out on facebook.

21 dec
rachel's bday. celebrate her b'day at shaw tower. having lunch at thai restaurant there. ate medium sized ice-cream plus 1/3 small sized yenny's ice cream. having sore throat, cough and runny nose next day. POOR me :((

23 dec
went orchard wif perrine, ling, xueli and ling's other friend after my class.

24 dec
went to ling's house for make-up, dress up and had our x'mas cupcakes. headed to rachel's church to celebrate x'mas. the theme for the party is retro. met old friend there,edrik daryatmo. he looked quite different now. didnt see him for 3-4 years alrdy.

25 dec christmas day celebrate at vivo city and sentosa. rachel couldnt join bcoz she was too tired. she participated for performance tt time. so only ling, ricky, irvandy and me. others couldnt make it :(( had lunch at marche and head to sentosa after tt. lots of pple went to sentosa. i have to admit tt there's lot of indonesians in singapore. our outing is disturbed by rain and we need to spent the time mugging at e pavilion. did e truth or dare there haha.

26 dec had so called "post wedding chill out session" with wendy, keith, the bros and sist.

*still have sore throat and cough :((

P.S: i merely know ur name and have little chance to meet u again. i really depends on fate now

2009-12-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

after a busy week in searching the white dress for Wendy's wedding, finally i found 1 nice dress with affordable price. well, i still dunno what should i do as her sister yet (sister in her wedding, i mean). it's a last minute decision, so yeah *sigh

personally, i dont like December. besides i have been spending a lot this month, i need to keep reminding myself to forget what have happened tt time (around this period). *double sigh

still a lot of things i want to pour out here but i need to get an early sleep in order to wake up early tml and go embassy. *triple sigh

bye~

2009-09-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

im dying now. :'(
SIM makes me have to attend 10 workshops. [this workshops r compulsory for international students]
e workshops r on thursdays. i have 2 days which have 2 workshops each day. double shoots! :((

for POA, i same class wif yenny, ultra, david tan, sheldon and others which i dont know their names. there r around 15 pple from my DMS intake. will have 2 assignments which i still dunno when is e due date.
for ISORG, i same class wif zenjaw. we alrdy has assignment which due on next 3 weeks. damn! e assignments only required small group of 2-3 persons. will do it together wif zenjaw.

i know i ll same class wif Perrine, Rachel, yenny and ultra for microeconomics.

will join IFG next tuesday.
busy busy*

2009-09-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

first day of UOL life is not bad. first lecturer of POA is like combination of business law,finance and e accounting itself.
[Sole proprietor. Company. Partnership. Separate legal entity. sue. negligent. unlimited&limited liability. etc] => business law
[Agency Cost / Problem] => finance
[balance sheet. Profit&Loss statement. liability. assets] =>accounting itself
(study all of tt again & again =.=")

i do care what u think of me. ive always told u tt i dunt like 1 particular guy in our class last time. but now, i bcome quite close to tt particular guy. i just dunt want u to have negative thought of me. i still like u n missing u. *dunno whether u ll read my blog or not*

have been listening to korean songs nowadays.
-Gee from Girls' Generation (SNSD)
-Ur Man from SS501

-Haru Haru from Big Bang

-Because i'm stupid from Shinee
and so on.

Haru Haru

YEAH
FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I WAS SO WRONG
FORGIVE ME

Ah Ah Ah Ah -

Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE

YEAH YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha

Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo

Reff* : Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL I CRY CRY You are MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)

Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo

Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla

Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi

Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi

Reff*

Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)

Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende UM
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae

Reff*

OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOODBYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON'T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART

SAY GOODBYE

Haru Haru

Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

[Verse 1; GD + TOP] [Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave My shaken heart like a wind.

My heart vanished like smoke It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[GD Rap] [GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

[TOP Rap] [TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Reff]
Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye ...

[Verse 2; SR + DS] [Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever Please live well as if I should feel jealous

[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Reff]

[Bridge; DS + SR] [Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart feels relieved Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely As time passes by

[YB] It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Reff]2x

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye. You're my heart, say goodbye.

2009-09-21T23:43:00.006+08:00

UOL will be starting tml. its damn fast sia! havent prepared my heart yet. lame*
:P
i will have Principles of Banking&Finance on monday, Principles of Accounting on tuesday, Information System & Organizations on wednesday and Microeconomics on friday.
choosed Information System&Organizations rather than Human Resource or Marketing bcoz i hate those two subjects :P although i know tt ISORG will b lame subject haha.

i hate pple who said tt they dont need their parents and live for themselves just bcoz they get scolded by their parents when they failed their studies.

missing them now :((

2009-09-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

reached sg at 11 am and need to rush back home to shower and eat. meet edmund&friends at cineleisure to caught a movie. watched gamer. rachel doesnt like e movie though. she said she thinks e movie is kinda nasty.
made an outing today bcoz tml ronald ll go back myanmar and he only ll come back sg on december for graduation ceremony. he also ll continue his study in aussie. :( will miss our doraemon.

holiday has been a bit boring in indo. i cant go anywhere w/o my parents bring me to. wanted to practise drive a car again but there's no time for it. my license also has expired alrdy. wanted to renew but my license is useless here.

*speaking indo n hokkian for 1 week plus makes me feel tt my english is getting weird*
LOL

2009-09-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

just reached home. watched final destination 4 at the cathay wif yana today and accompanied her go to her SAT course place after tt.
she wants to try SAT test and see whether see can get e requirement into SMU or not. ive told her tt it gonna b difficult bcoz i did take SAT test before, but she said just give her a chance and she wants to try her best.
well, since she rly wants it, so let her be.
she ll apply under international requirement. and when i told her tt she just waste time and money for e DMS, she replied me tt e diploma time makes her improve her english and speak skill. well said, i should say!
:))

"that's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else."

2009-09-07T11:54:00.001+08:00

Instead of packing my luggage, im blogging now =.="

being full of the thought that i wont b able to see u again makes me desperate. i should have known that there's impossible for us. u always treat me merely as a friend. i just cant forget u from the start although there r many guys surround me. blaming myself. why i so stupid to believe on her tt time and why i so stupid doing such a childish things tt time.
it all become a past now. i dunt have time machine tt can allow me to return to tt time.
i have to try harder to forget about u.
wish me luck :))

DMS is finished! exams are quite difficult this time round. hope i can give the best to my parents.
need to work harder in UOL bcoz there's a goal tt my parents waiting for. my stupid cousin gets her PR alrdy within a year, makes my mother always pushing me to work harder and harder. i dunno whether family matter will affect e process of getting PR or not. e stupid cousin of mine has 2 sisters here who married to local guys and get their singapore citizens status alrdy. maybe tts e reason why she can get PR easily. haiz~
but my auntie is e kind who likes to show-off~
arrrgghhh!
i rly hate show-off pple!! :((

it wont b the same when we r separated after this DMS. everyone has their own path and has different time schedule which can makes outing seems difficult. :'(
im gonna miss all of u..

i rly need to pack my luggage now. actually i have doubt feeling tt i can meet my friends in pekanbaru. it is because i go back only for 10 days and has 1 sunday. my friends all either working n studying. indo only has sundays as public holidays :(( not like singapore which has saturdays n sundays as public holidays.
but i can help my parents then and control my naughty brother chandra :P

bye!

2009-08-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

不管風吹雨打不管星期或例假

我的媽媽從來不放假工作為了家...

廚房是她的天下獅子頭還有紅燒鴨

樣樣她都精通不會假她是我媽媽

從小常常挨罵那是因為我不聽話

不要以為這是種懲罰她只要我長大

媽媽我感謝妳沒有把我跟大毛比

雖然我考試沒有得第一她說只要你盡了力

不管太陽昇起不管夕陽它又落西

為了我們妳犧牲了自己我永遠不會忘記

將來有那麼一天我把太陽高高昇起

掛在妳永遠滿足的笑意裡媽媽我愛妳

天下的媽媽都是一樣的

2009-08-01T17:41:00.002+08:00

im at starbucks orchard now~
have to finished my law by today so tt can discuss it wif my group tml..
im struggling wif business law..
i just find difficulties to find e current issues/problems :((

i do need to control my money..
:((

2009-07-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

if i havent read harry potter&half-blood prince before, i would say tt it is not tt bad~
almost cried at e part when dumbledore died :P
(almost~ but havent XD)

im curious about where i put my harry potter&deathly hallows now..
hehe :))
at bugis or indo??

everyone has his/her own problem~
i wont ask about e problem tt troubles u..
i ll wait until u tell me..
:))

2009-07-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

love jay chou's songs n his talent!

世界末日 | Shi Jie Mo Ri | End of the World

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty

2009-07-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

i've finished doing my law CA1 which due on tuesday.. have trying to finish it asap bcoz tml will go out for whole day :))

ling's url is shopaholic-at-sg.blogspot.com!
pls do visit and order^^

2009-07-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

Like a book, my life also has chapters.. i need to close one chapter before i can move on to another chapter..
it's been 2 years since i broke up wif andreas and i have decided to close this chapter and took a step to move on.. i hardly contact wif him after tt..
i nv think of him again, its before this irritating mardiana came approach and ask me about him..
i just rly pissed off! i cant find any clue why e irritating mardiana ask me about his ex (not me), ask about who added each other on facebook first and etc..
i know tt andreas has a new girlfriend and is not mardiana,obviously.. she is such a kaypoh girl..

i have been telling myself not to buy things online anymore bcoz my darling wants to start bussiness online.. :))
i will help ling to promote then^^

2009-07-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

LOVE

love is a gift.
you can't buy it, you can't find it, someone has to give it to you. Learn to be receptive of that gift..
to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven..
the quickest way to receive love is to give..
the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly..
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings..

love grows by giving.
the love we give away is the only love we keep,
the only way to retain love is to give it away..

love is unselfish,
understanding and kind,
for it sees with its heart, and not with its mind..
never pretend to a love which you don't actually feel, for love is not ours to command..
those who are afraid of love and where it might take you, don't be..

for letting someone into your life and letting them know you that well is the greatest accomplishment ever..
sometimes you have to just take a chance in love and life..
you can't live your life amongst a mound of "what IFs"
you have to follow your heart and hope for the best..

love is the special feeling that brightens all our days,
and the secret of its meaning is found in simple ways..
love is missing someone whenever you're apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart..
love doesn't bind with chains and demands, love gives the soul wings..
love teaches freedom and happiness and gives inner peace..

we waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating perfect love..
when you like someone,
you love them with their faults.

to love and win is the best thing,
to love and lose is the next best..

love doesn't need to be doubted,
tested or proven..
it's meant to be shown, shared, and nurtured.
find your strength in love..

the way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost..
love must not be a thing of words and fine talk..
it must be a thing of action and sincerity..

love is strong yet delicate..
it can be broken..
to truly love is to understand this..
to be in love is to respect this..

love is not a matter of what happens in life..
it's a matter of what's happening in your heart..

if you have the courage to love,
you have the courage to suffer.
giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back,,
don't expect love in return.
just wait for it to grown in their heart,
but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours..

love may last for just a moment,
but memory can make that moment last forever..

immature love says " i love you because i need you"
mature love says " i need you because i love you"

P.S: im not in a fall-in-love mode.. hehe.. :))
i read this from my friend's note and i do agree wif him..

2009-07-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

Semester 5 sudah mulai sejak senin kemaren.. banyak yang berubah skrg.. kelas dbagi jadi 2.. jadi skarang 1 kls cm kira2 60 org..
jadi ngrasa balek k masa SMP ato SMA dmana klas ny kecil.. haha..
trus skrg sgrup ma syaz, ultra, vann ma sheila.. yg dsayangkan yaitu siti ga lanjut k sem 5.. tapi itu mngkin lbh baek bwat dia drpd dia ambil 5 subjects di 1 semester plus kerja.. dia bisa mati kecapekan..
aQ sdh pnah sgrup ma syaz,ultra n vann sblm ny.. tapi ga pnah sgrup ma sheila.. gpp d, biar bs mpluas lingkaran ptmanan.. haha..
ga sklas ma edmund dkk n ling dkk.. :((

tgl 8 july kmrn aQ ikut vote bwat PEMILU.. dpt surat dr embassy, mngkin krn sblm nya aQ pnah mnta bebas fiskal jadi mreka punya data2 ku.. pasti nya pilih Pak Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono, mg2 za indo bs jd lbh baek, jd ga dpandang sblh mata ge ma org2 sg..
hbs dr Kedutaan Besar Republik Indonesia, aQ yana amelia ma ling pg k Cineleisure di Somerset.. oh ya, ling bkn indo tp dy hanya nemenin k embassy cm krn kami pngen ntn ice age 3.. haha..

kmrn shrs ny kls Information System for Business lesson 1, tapi due to syaz ga dtg, jd aQ msk kls nya edmund/ling, mreka jg ISB tp lesson 2..
mumpung lesson 1 ga gt pnting dimana bljr lagi soal apa arti mouse, apa arti CPU blablabla.. udah pnah bljr pas SMP, palenk males klo bljr ge.. ga penting kale..
hahahahaha..

banyak banget bwat plan tp ga tau bs atau ga tcapai.. :((

diet gagal=sriyana..
apa arti statement ini?? haha..
aQ yang ge diet harus nahan nafsu pas ngliat n ngenyium bau makanan yg dmkn ma dy.. :((
sdh 2 hr nich bangun pagi2 kr2 jam 5.45 gt bwat exercise pagi..
mg2 za lemak2 nich cepat2 pg d..
ntah knapa betah bangettt d tubuh ku! hiks.. :'(

semester 5 nich jg bs bikin aQ mati..
degree aQ bakal mulai awal bln august dimana diploma aQ blm slesai (slesai=awal sept)..
yg mulai bln august tuch yang foundation units..
aQ ada 2 foundation units n 6 further units..
mg2 za 2 foundation units ini ga btabrakan ma jadwal diplomaku.. atau cm da 1 foundation units bwat bln august..
amin..
X)

Aku adalah cinta yang dilahirkan dari sekumpulan perasaan
Aku terurai dan berkembang,
berinteraksi dan berbagi
lewat angin dan bintang
Aku adalah matahari,
berjubah cahaya perak berlidah api,
dan
Aku adalah bulan
yang bergumul dengan dingin
berhembus angin misteri

2009-06-27T20:17:00.004+08:00

i have been spending my holiday mostly at home.. spending time by facing my lappie, playing facebook, chatting with my friends, watching movies.. siti is working during this holiday.. syaz busy spending time with her family and forget about me.. :((
darLING went back to thailand and wont come back before 5 july.. Perrine will spend her time working and retaking bridging course..
telling myself to wake up early everyday so that i can do exercise but as expected im such a lazy dumb dumb..
maybe i should go swimming or playing badminton, but i need a companion.. >.<
dont ask me to go wif yana because she is much more lazy than me.. haha..

results for DMS Sem 4 was OK but i cant get e iPod touch that my father has promised me if i can get all As.. :((
i pass both my bridging maths n econs~
Perrine failed both so she needs to retake.. :((
my darLING failed only maths but she doesnt want to retake.. she is allowed to do so bcoz for her, e case is different, she is taking Business degree and she still can do 2 yrs degree..

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aQ ga tau sem 5 nich bakal sekelas ga ma dy.. aQ masih pengen ngeliat dy, masih pengen ngeliat senyum nya.. takut nya bahkan bayangan nya saja aQ ga bs liat.. :(( tnggal 3 bln lg d DMS, dy kek nya bakal ikut rencana awal ny bwat lnjutin skul d neg laen.. haiz.. dr dl pngen dlupain, tp ga bs bs.. biarlah waktu yg mngobati smua luka..

2009-06-27T20:09:00.001+08:00

Pagi ini, aku menerima sms dari seorang teman baikku.
Seorang wanita. Sms tersebut menyebutkan bahwa dia menyukai seorang pria yang wajahnya cukup di kenal di televisi belakangan ini. Kebetulan aku cukup kenal dengan presenter muda berbakat itu dan kami sesekali sms-an saling menanyakan kabar masing-masing. Kepada temanku itu aku berkata, "Sangat manusiawi hehehe? Tetapi dia sudah punya kekasih. Kalaupun belum kamu mesti bersaing dengan ratusan wanita yang mungkin memiliki rasa yang sama. Coba aja.."

Sejujurnya, aku sudah sering mendengar teman-teman wanitaku sharing dia menyukai pria ini, pria itu dan? entah siapa lagi selanjutnya. Bahkan aku pernah membaca blog seorang wanita yang aku kenal baik, di dalamnya ia menulis bagaimana ia suka dengan seorang pria dan sangat berharap dapat menjadi kekasihnya. Ia merindukan sang arjuna yang belum tentu tahu apa yang ia rasakan. Bagai pungguk merindukan bulan. Kasihan?

Di usiaku yang sudah menginjak 28 tahun, tentunya aku memiliki banyak teman, pria dan wanita yang sebaya denganku. Kalaupun di bawah atau di atas, usianya tidak jauh-jauh dari angka tersebut.

Aku coba untuk merenung, kenapa beberapa? bahkan mungkin banyak? teman wanitaku atau lebih tepatnya para wanita belum menemukan seorang pria yang bakal menjadi pasangan hidupnya. Padahal setahuku, bagaimanapun minus-nya seorang wanita (kalau ia menganggap dirinya demikian), paling tidak pernah satu kali "ditembak" pria, dengan kalimat ini, "Aku menyukaimu" atau "Bersediakah engkau menjalani hubungan yang lebih serius denganku?". Kenapa aku bisa begitu yakin? Mari aku ceritakan:

Selama 5 tahun lebih aku bekerja di sebuah rumah produksi yang menayangkan acara Solusi di salah satu stasiun televisi swasta itu, banyak kisah nyata mirip Cinderella yang aku temukan. Ini benar-benar nyata! So real!! Bukan sinetron, bukan film. Sebut saja Maria Beatrix, gadis yang pernah dijuluki "si buruk rupa" dengan bentuk tangan dan kaki yang sama sekali tidak sempurna, menggunakan kursi roda, namun menemukan "pangeran" yang baik hati berdarah Inggris. Pria ini begitu setia mendampinginya bahkan berhasil mengajarinya berenang. Hari ini mungkin mereka sudah menikah.

Ada juga Indrawati, manusia terpendek Indonesia yang pernah masuk MURI karena bisa melahirkan dengan normal. Kalau melihat bentuk fisiknya, sangat tidak sempurna, namun menemukan seorang suami dari kalangan terhormat dan sangat mencintainya dengan sepenuh hati. Di Bandung, kami juga memiliki narasumber si pelukis Patricia Saerang, seorang yang melukis dengan kakinya atau mulutnya karena tidak memiliki tangan. Namun menemukan pria berdarah Eropa yang sangat mencintainya. Hari ini mereka sudah menikah dan hidup bahagia.

Jadi, kalau mau banding-bandingan dengan wanita-wanita yang aku sebutkan di atas, bagaimana mungkin kalau teman-teman wanitaku itu belum bisa menemukan "sang pangeran cinta"? Bulsyetttttt!!!! Kalau mau banding-bandingan, teman-teman wanitaku itu tergolong wanita yang cantik, dengan fisik yang nyaris sempurna dan memiliki pekerjaan yang bagus.

Setelah aku analisa, inilah inti permasalahannya:

Ternyata banyak wanita tidak tahu kuncinya. Untuk membuka baut ukuran 12, kita harus menggunakan kunci ring atau kunci pas dengan ukuran yang sama, 12. Sebut saja hal apa lagi yang lain sebagai perumpamaan. Dari zaman Adam dan Hawa sampai sekarang, wanita memang didesain untuk tidak memulai terlebih dahulu dalam hal cinta. Ekstrimnya, wanita dilarang jatuh cinta terlebih dahulu dan mengejar-ngejar pria. Karena wanita memang tidak di desain untuk itu. Perihal ada budaya di daerah tertentu dimana pria di lamar oleh wanita, aku sangat tidak berminat membahasnya. Dan sampai hari aku masih menganggapnya sebuah keanehan. Aneh!!!! Namun aku menghormatinya.

Aku suka kata-kata ini: Cowok menang milih, cewek menang nolak!!!

Kedengarannya win-win solution. Ya? bisa begitu. Cowok memang bisa memilih wanita mana saja yang dia suka. Cowok bisa saja jatuh cinta dengan wanita mana saja yang hatinya memang "jatuh". Toh, sampai hari ini jumlah cewek di dunia ini jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lebih banyak dari cowok. Di Batam, para wanita bahkan sering bertengkar memperebutkan pria, karena komposisi antara wanita dan pria di kota ini memang sangat tidak seimbang. Jumlah wanitanya jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lebih banyak dari pria.

Cowok kalau nembak cewek ditolak, respon selanjutnya ada dua, pertama:
mencoba lagi untuk kedua, ketiga, keempat, atau kesekian kalinya atau kedua: tidak melanjutkan dan berkelana mencari yang lain lagi. Toh, jumlah wanita jauhhhhhhhhhhhh lebih banyak dari pria. Dan harga diri seorang pria tidak akan turun dan tercabik-cabik hanya karena cintanya ditolak. Karena pria seorang pejuang sejati, dia pasti akan mencoba dan mencoba lagi.
Sampai dapat! "Emang cewek elo doang??". Pikiran seperti itu ada kadang di sana.

Tetapi kalau wanita begitu agresif terhadap pria, lalu kemudian ditolak hehhee? Jawab sendiri kata yang tepat untuk itu.

Pria dan wanita sama-sama didesain untuk menjadi pemenang. Menang! Cowok menang milih, cewek menang nolak. Masalahnya sekarang banyak wanita yang mencoba untuk merubahnya menjadi: Cewek menang milih. Jadi kalau cewek menang milih? maka berarti cowok menang nolak!

Bagi para cowok, kalau ditolak adalah hal yang biasa. Memang sedih untuk sesaat. Tapi tidak untuk meratapinya. Lagipula cowok didesain lebih banyak "bermain" pikiran, daripada perasaan. Masalahnya, apakah para cewek siap kalau ditolak cowok setelah "menang" milih cowok yang mana aja???

Untuk menjawab pertanyaan ini, aku mau membagikan hal ini kepada para wanita, khususnya.

Paling tidak ada dua wanita yang paling dekat denganku, yang aku ketahui sangat bahagia. Pertama adalah ibuku sendiri. Ya, mama. Ibuku melepaskan masa gadisnya ketika usianya 23 tahun, dilamar ayahku, seorang pria tampan berumur 32 tahun dengan tubuh proposional. Ketika pertama kali bertemu ibuku, ayahku benar-benar jatuh cinta kepadanya. Padahal saat itu, seorang wanita sedang tergila-gila kepadanya dan menjadi begitu agresif. Ia ingin memiliki ayahku. Tetapi sebenarnya pria tidak bisa berdusta, dan jarang berpura-pura. Ayahku tidak mencintainya. Namun wanita itu memaksanya.
Ayahku pria sejati yang harus selalu memulai dan tidak bisa didahului seperti itu. Kepada ibukulah, ayahku jatuh cinta. Mereka menikah pada tahun 1978. Ayahku berkali-kali jatuh cinta dengan wanita yang sama, yaitu ibuku.
Usia pernikahan mereka sudah 29 tahun dan perkawinan mereka bertambah kuat dari hari ke hari. Aku pikir, ibuku adalah wanita yang paling bahagia di bumi ini karena dia tahu kuncinya. Dia dicintai dan diperlakukan bak ratu.

Kemudian yang kedua, saudaraku satu-satunya. Adik perempuanku yang manis itu. Di usianya yang 26 tahun seorang pria yang sangat mencintainya dan telah setia menunggunya selama 6 tahun, menyatakan keinginannya untuk menghabiskan waktunya nanti bersamanya. Meskipun enam tahun yang lalu, adikku tidak meresponinya, namun akhirnya ia luluh juga. Kali ini adikku tahu kuncinya: bahwa wanita didesain untuk DICINTAI dan bukan memulai untuk mencintai. Sebelumnya, aku tahu adikku berharap dapat menjalani hubungan dengan seorang pria gagah dari angkatan laut. Namun pria itu ternyata tidak sepenuh hati mencintainya. Ia sadar, bahwa ia harus melupakan pria itu dan memberi kesempatan untuk yang lain. Hari ini adikku, diperlakukan bak ratu oleh kekasihnya. Begitu dicintai, dilindungi, diperhatikan dan hubungan mereka semakin menunjukkan kualitas yang semakin baik, hari ke hari. Aku pikir, adikku wanita yang paling bahagia saat ini. Karena seorang pria datang kepadanya dan mencintainya dengan sepenuh hati dan sepenuh jiwa.

Sebaliknya, aku menemukan ada wanita yang memulai terlebih dahulu, begitu agresif dan sangat mencintai seorang pria dan akhirnya memang mendapatkannya dan bahkan menikah dengannya. Namun sayang, sesungguhnya dia tidak pernah mendapatkan cinta dari suaminya. Karena suaminya punya cinta yang lain. Dan wanita itu harus membayar harganya. Sangat mahal. Ia harus berkorban selama perkawinannya berlangsung. Ia harus berkorban materi yang terus-menerus dan yang paling menyedihkan selalu korban perasaan. Padahal bukankah seharusnya suaminya yang memenuhi kebutuhan materinya? Muka mereka menjadi begitu kusut dan tubuh mereka menjadi begitu kering. Karena tidak 'disirami' cinta suaminya. Karena sekali lagi, suaminya punya cinta yang lain.

Para wanita, daripada engkau mencintai pria yang tidak mencintaimu, atau hanya sekedar berpura-pura mencintaimu, mengapa engkau tidak belajar mencintai pria yang sangat mencintaimu dan memperlakukanmu dengan begitu berharga? Mungkin awalnya engkau tidak begitu menyukainya. Namun jika mengingat bahwa ia begitu mencintaimu, mengapa wanita tidak mencoba untuk BELAJAR mencintainya dan memberinya kesempatan.

Percayalah bahwa dalam kamus pria tidak ada istilah BELAJAR mencintai. Mau wanita yang ditujunya seperti apa, mau gemuk, mau pendek, mau rada tulalit atau sebut saja kekurangan lainnya, percayalah bahwa pria adalah makhluk yang jatuh cinta, bukan belajar untuk mencintai. Tetapi, wanita bisa BELAJAR mencintai. Tatkala melihat kegigihan seorang pria yang tidak pernah berhenti menakhlukkan hatinya, tatkala melihat pengorbanan, perhatian dan kasih sayang yang diberikan, aku mendengar banyak kesaksian akhirnya wanita menyerah.

Berdasarkan apa yang aku lihat, bahkan aku mengadakan riset untuk hal ini, wanita yang bijak adalah wanita yang jatuh cinta dengan pria yang terlebih dahulu jatuh cinta kepadanya. Bukan jatuh cinta dengan pria yang pura-pura jatuh cintanya kepadanya.

Bagi pria, Anda dilarang untuk berpura-pura jatuh cinta. Karena setelah engkau menjalaninya, lama-lama pura-pura itu akan hilang dan engkau pasti akan berkelana mencari cinta yang lain. Bukan yang pura-pura. Karena bagaimanapun engkau tidak bisa membohongi dirimu sendiri.

Kalau aku mencoba untuk pura-pura mencintai wanita yang pernah sangat mencintaiku, mungkin hari ini aku sudah memiliki anak dengannya dan sudah menjadi orang kaya secara materi. Tetapi aku pasti membuatnya menderita karena kepura-puraan itu. Aku akan berkelana mencari cinta yang lain. Dan itu sangat menyakitkan. Karena hubungan itu sudah sampai kepada pernikahan, mau tidak mau kita harus tetap meneruskannya, kalau tidak mau anak-anak yang menjadi korban perceraian. Namun harganya terlalu mahal untuk dibayar.
Para pria tidak dibenarkan untuk menjadi begitu brengsek dan memanfaatkan wanita yang jatuh cinta kepadanya, sementara itu sendiri punya cinta yang lain. Para pria tidak dibenarkan menjadi begitu bejat untuk memanfaatkan uang, fasilitas dan materi yang diberikan oleh wanita yang mencintainya, dengan harapan bisa mendapatkan cinta sang pria. Itu pria yang licik dan pengecut.

Untuk para wanita, mungkin kalian gelisah di usia yang hampir menginjak kepala tiga belum menemukan pasangan sejati. Mungkin ia sudah datang, tetapi Anda menolaknya. Karena memang anda didesain untuk "menang nolak".
Tetapi mungkin saja anda lupa kuncinya. Kuncinya adalah anda sebaiknya jangan memulai terlebih dahulu dan kalau sulit menjangkaunya, anda menjadi begitu agresif. Anda harus tahu kuncinya bahwa anda didesain untuk dicintai dan diperlakukan bak ratu. Bukan menjadi seorang yang mengejar-ngejar pria.

Berulang kali kukatakan kepada teman-teman wanitaku. "Kalau ada seorang pria yang datang kepada kalian dan menyatakan cintanya, berpikirlah dua kali untuk menolaknya." Jangan sampai anda menyesal di kemudian hari.

Aku tidak menyarankan kalian untuk terburu-buru menjawab, "Ya". Aku hanya mengatakan, "Berpikir dua kali terlebih dahulu untuk menolaknya." Siapa tahu, ini cinta sejatimu?

Wanita, anda begitu berharga. Ciptaan terindah. Anda ditentukan untuk begitu dicintai, dikagumi, dilindungi, dikasihi, diperhatikan, diayomi dan aku tidak tahu harus menyebutnya apa lagi? Kalian ditentukan untuk diperlakukan bak ratu setiap hari.

Karena manusia ditentukan untuk hidup berpasang-pasangan, hai para wanita, bersiap-siaplah seorang pangeran cinta datang kepadamu, menyatakan betapa ia ingin menghabiskan waktunya bersamamu, dan memberikan seluruh cintanya kepadamu. Namun, ketika pangeran cinta itu datang, apakah engkau akan langsung menolaknya? atau "berpikirlah dua kali untuk berkata 'tidak'", karena siapa tahu ini orang yang akan memperlakukanmu bak ratu. Tidak peduli bentuk fisikmu, tidak peduli tingkat pendidikanmu bahkan tidak peduli masa lalumu. Ia akan datang dengan kata-kata ini, "Aku mencintaimu walaupun?.."

Tulisan ini aku dedikasikan untuk para wanita? Ciptaan Terindah...

Sumber:Google

2009-06-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

DMS paper finished! but i still have my UOL bridging course paper!!
need to chiong my econs esp. macroecons.. :((
im not rly find any difficulties on my maths~~

well, today is my birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
somehow i feel old~ :((

20 must-go countries:
1. The Netherlands
2. Switzerland
3. French
4. UK
5. Poland
6. South Korea
7. Japan
8. China
9. USA
10.Canada
11.Mexico
12. Brazil
13.South Africa
14.Australia
15.Italy
16.Portugal
17.Spain
18.Germany
19.Egypt
20.Vatican

im just being random.. :))
choose 20 countries bcoz today is my 20th birthday~~
haha..

adios~

2009-05-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day!
though mother's day in indo is 22nd of December, but i did said to my mom happy mother's day.. also told her i love her.. :))
missing her so much..
so did my father n chandra, of course~~

went tampines today to accompany Ling find the shoes tt she wants.. we couldnt find it.. :((
proceed to IKEA tampines by shuttle bus.. im thinking to buy a new wardrobe and bed.. :))
still deciding which one to buy..
will wait until June coz maybe my parents n chandra will come to sg.. hope so! :))

2009-05-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

The Ring

A girl was sitting on a chair at the gas station she worked at. She looked up and saw her boyfriend walk in. As he was looking at snacks, a man walked in and pointed a gun at her. He had been admiring her ring her boyfriend had given to her as a token of his love. When he asked her to give it to him, she said no. Her boyfriend looked up just in time to see her shot. He ran over to the killer and beat him over the head with a hammer that was for sale. Then he ran and called 911. When the ambulance came, he was sobbing uncontrollably near his girlfriend.

The doctor came over and felt for her pulse. Then he stood up and said she was still alive. Later at the hospital, as he was sitting beside her, he asked"Why didn't you just give him the ring?" and then she softly spoke"Because when you gave it to me, you said it was part of your love for me and I knew if I gave him the ring, I would lose that love." The next day, she was pronounced dead.

:((

2009-05-10T00:52:00.004+08:00

what an exhausting day!

had a bridging class in the morning today.. took same bus wif Perrine coz she didnt know how to go to MH.. :))
Ling joined my morning class instead of hers.. she had afternoon class..
waited until 1.30 p.m wif Ling n Rachel cos Ling wanted to tap her card..
Ling n me always laughed when we look at tt particular person.. he's just so funny! told Perrine what makes us laugh.. having told e reason, she also laughed.. :))

went to Bugis after tt.. we (Ling, Yana, Yudah, Yanto n me) went to Kwan Im ThonG n its crowded.. :((
proceed to Iluma "new mall in Bugis" and Bugis Junction.. Ling n me found e Iluma's design not rly nice.. hehe..
saw a lot of nice things.. we rly wanted to buy all but we cant.. :((
still need to save money for June.. :))

went Charles&Keith at the Bugis Junction and showed yana&yudah e bag i want to buy.. hehe.. asked them to buy for me as my birthday present.. haha.. such a tak tahu malu!

went to yudah's hostel n chit chat for 2 hours and its not enough.. haha..
missing u know poi2~~
:((

P.S: kekuatan mataku tinggal 5 watt.. haha..

2009-05-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

Speeding

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

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The CD Boy

A boy walked into a CD store and saw a girl behind the counter.

She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.

He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it.

"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again.

He nodded and she went to the back.

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.

So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...

!!!RRRRRING!!!

The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"

It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...

" The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.

Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.

It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn

The mother opened another CD...

Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn

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*im so touched when i read this*
:))

2009-05-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

im so exhausted today.. went econs bridging course this morning and do econs at HQ wif Ling n Siti.. proceed to bukit panjang plaza to buy bodyShop because we heard tt BodyShop was sale.. :))

well, someone talked to me on msn and i just ignored her.. im so busy doing my assignments and dunt want to waste my energy by talking to her.. just realised the thing tt u had done to me by urself ba.. dunt u think i dunno what u hide all this time.. consider u was my friend, i've always keep quiet.. i just tired of this.. self-reflection on a BIG mirror pls!
who is e one tt talking bad behind others,huh??

2009-04-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

went to RELC building to submit e UOL application form today wif Ling, Ultra, JunJie and Joanna.. we supposed to meet at 11 am at the Orchard MRT, but i need to wait for ultra n went sembawang to photocopy my documents there.. ang mo kio actually have a shop wif photocopy service but it was closed.. :((
because of tt late, we (Ling, Siti and me) dunt have time to go shopping.. :((
Siti met us after we have finished submit our form at RELC building.. RELC stands for Regional Language Center.. It is on Orange Grove Road..
ate lunch at Pepper Lunch,Shaw House and we were late for class.. haha.. :))
Ultra n Joanna never joined us ate lunch there..

*pics on facebook.. lazy to upload here.. :))*

well, have been heard about e issue said tt e world will be end and all human will die.. i never heard in singapore but i watched indonesian infotainment.. they said its 21 DECEMBER 2012.. means next 3 years..
well, i should say tt i dunt believe in those kind of things.. all human will die no matter what.. all of those are just human prediction.. human cant win if compete to God's will..
so for yudah n friends, dunt b worry.. its just a rumour.. concentrate to ur MYE..
:))

2009-04-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

3 more assignments to go!
Business finance individual, Microeconomics individual and Operations and Total Quality Management group~

Time flies!
nv realize tt im in the middle of sem 4 now and will have exam soon which is in end of May.. :((

wif siti~

wif syaz~

wif Ling~

ayam penyet ria~

es campur~

wif sri ana~

2009-04-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

read article about egg today.. found out tt cholesterol in Quail's egg much more than cholesterol in hen's egg is totally NOT TRUE.. who told me tt stupid fact last time?? =.="

Quail's egg has 13kcal calorie, 1g protein, 1g total fat, 0.3g saturated fat, 0.4g monounsaturated fat, 0.1g polyunsaturated fat, 76mg cholesterol, 4mg omega 3, 84.6mg omega 6, 13mg sodium, 23.7mg choline, 0.1mg vitamin E, 33mcg Lutein and 14mcg vitamin A.

Hen's egg has 72kcal calorie, 6.3g protein, 5g total fat, 1.6g saturated fat, 1.9g monounsaturated fat, 0.7g polyunsaturated fat, 212mg cholesterol, 37mg omega 3, 573mg omega 6, 70mg sodium, 125.6mg choline, 0.5mg vitamin E, 166mcg Lutein and 70mcg vitamin A.
*i have e article wif me right now.. tts why i know e detail.. hehe.. :))*

would choose Quail's egg more than Hen's egg from now on.. :))

Saturated fat : Comes mainly from animal foods and tends to raise cholesterol level.

Monounsaturated fat : Commonly thought of as healthy as they help lower the risk of heart disease and stroke.

Polyunsaturated fat : Also thought of as healthy as it is associated with low blood cholesterol.

Omega 3 : A form of polyunsaturated fat that protects against heart disease and stroke. they are not made by the body and thus must be obtained from food.

Omega 6 : A form of polyunsaturated fat that is critical for heart and brain health.

Choline : An important nutritient for the development of the brain and is essential for pregnant and nursing women to ensure healthy foetal brain development.

Lutein : A nutrient essential for eye health and preventing age-related blindness.

Im not interested become a dietitian. I just think that we all should have some knowledge about food that we eat.. :))

2009-04-26T17:58:00.003+08:00

im doing the OTQM (Operations and Total Quality Management) wif Ling in the National Library at Bugis.. im so stress until i decided to blog.. haha..
we finished only half of the project and still struggling wif it.. hope will finish it by today..
:((

last night, had a great dinner at PizzaHut-Plaza Singapura wif yana,yudah n yanto.. Its yudah's treat! :))

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY POi2~

2009-04-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

im slacking right now.. haha..
did finance wif siti,syaz n vann this morning.. we've finished it n even printed it out.. hoho.. im so relieved bcoz we finished it early.. its not last minute.. :))
well, we will consider to give 10% of peer evaluation for e particular someone if she send her work to syaz.. but if she nv send by tonight, it means we will give a big ZERO for her.. at least we give her a chance to prove that she wants to contribute for group project though we actually have finished it..
will do OTQM later.. i dont have time to do it tml bcoz i need to go to maths bridging course in the morning.. DMS class in the afternoon.. and the best part is going to have dinner in PIZZA-HUT.. :))

its kinda normal when parents want their children to have a good boyfriend that has same status or higher than their children.. its for their children's own good.. parents also dunt want their children turn blind towards love and totally forget about their boyfriend's bad attitude..
im not saying that i must find a rich boyfriend but the important part is they are able to feed u n not u feed them in the future.. there's a lot of women out there work for their family instead of their husband.. dunt u think this society turns awkward now?? is it really ok if we have house-husbands now instead of housewives?

Being a single has both good and bad point..
the good point is u can totally focus on ur study and ur time wont have to divide into study n boyfriend.. u dont need to report ur activities to anyone n u can flirt everytime everywhere as u like without making someone jealous of u..
the bad point is everyone need someone's special love and care.. family n friends' love wont b enough.. its a human nature..

today's topic is about boyfriend,boyfriend n boyfriend! :))

2009-04-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

i ve planned wif syaz n siti what will we gonna do after this diploma.. i want it no matter what! hahaha.. rly hope will turn well~ :))
wont say bout it coz i afraid if it is not turn well, i will just feel ashamed~ :))

have started OTQM (Operation&Total Quality Management) a bit then i feel so stress.. some of the information cant find in e company's website..
arrrggggghhh!!!!
:((
why does it have to be so difficult to find??
=.="

well,poi2!!
faster decide where we will go on saturday,k?
cant wait le for ur treat.. :D

2009-04-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

Maaf.. ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku
Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Reff:
Jujur, aku tak kuasa, saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi, kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

well! Love this song (Demi Cinta-Kerispatih) a lot.. i do do love emo song~ :))

2009-04-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

UOL application form is a bit ma fan.. still need to submit photocopy of my birth cert, passport n high school result tt actually i ve submitted to SIM before.. :((
n must paid by credit card either mastercard or visa..
will need siti's help then.. thx sayangg! :))
saw advertising about SIM-UOL employment survey~ it said tt 93.7% of SIM-UOL graduates found jobs within first 6 mths after completion of programme (2008 survey).. :)

its been decided tt we (yana n me) will buy an iPod shuffle for yudah..
she alrdy got a new handphone from her boyfriend although her bday has not come yet..
so good!
:))

2009-04-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

im damn exhausted.. went to bridging class in maths today and found out tt a lot of my classmates there.. i nv sit wif them,though~
e lecturer is ang moh and a bit crazy.. he asked us where is e north direction.. he also asked whether we have morning class tml.. well, today's topic is quite easy, its about algebra, logs n equation.. Mr. Andrew (my lecturer) is better than Mr. Liew(sem 1 math lecturer) lor..

accompanied Perrine asked about e UOL application at the student help desk.. Its so ma fan.. i havent completed my application yet.. still need to go SIM tml.. its all bcoz i nv bring my application form.. :((

i kena scold by Ms. Dilys today bcoz i signed e submission form for tt particular someone.. well, at least she understood our problem and asked us to write tt e particular someone nv did her part and also didnt attend class while we submitted e assignment..

saw a lot of UOL-SIM graduates celebrate their graduation wif their family n friends.. i rly look forward to mine.. :))
still have to wait for 2 years.. Time forward,pls! :)

2009-04-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

stayed back at sch wif syaz n siti until 7 p.m. and did e econs CA1.. well, we would have finished this assignment around 2 days ago or yesterday if a particular someone has done her part.. i thought she said she will do her part and wont make us do by ourself.. :((
haiz! group project will always like tt.. everyone will face e same problem..
i had experience tt someone claimed my work as hers.. i didnt want to spell out e name bcause this thing alrdy turned to a past tense.. she happily showed off to others and said she had done those assignments.. and to think about everything tt she had said to me or to others, maybe they all are lies..

i saw my friend's photos on facebook today, shows she had a trip to Turkey.. im so envy n jealous! :((
when will i have a chance to go there?? when will my dream of travelling around e world be fulfill?
i've decided to try to save money so tt i can have a trip to go overseas.. i wont trouble my parents by asking money bcause they alrdy spent a lot of money on my studies..

tml my bridging course in maths will start n yesterday my bridging course in econs has started.. e lecturer explained so fast.. i had a headache yesterday.. :((
im not in same class wif Ling.. :((
but, i've meet 1 singaporean friend from this class..
*well, why do i attract singaporean only?* its not a bad thing,though~
well, i need to continue my UOL degree as fast as possible so i must endure this pain.. :((
i dunt want to wait until next year to continue e UOL degree..
will finished my diploma this september and continue e degree in the end of this sept.. :))
yay! Time flies..

need to sleep soon!
~bye~

2009-04-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

It begins to become grey at a far away place on the ocean plane
How can sadness be tranquil and pure white?

You use lip language to say you have to leave
That sadness slows down without a sound

You understand when hearing
It’s not the wave but the sea of tears

The sea crow and fish love each other
It was only an accident

Our love
Difference existing all along

Can’t say break up

At that time you and I
Were not mature and honest enough

The passion is not there anymore
Smile cannot be forced
Love is deeply buried in the Coral Sea

How can the devastated sand carving be rebuilt?
How can love that has cracks be covered up?
It was only that everything ended too fast
You say you can’t set your mind to rest

What expectation is hidden in the shell?
We both already have no mood to guess

Facing the sea wind
The salty love
I can’t taste what future there still is

Turn around and leave
You have words you cannot say out

(picked from: Jay Chou's song " Shan Hu Hai/Coral Sea")

2009-04-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

my bridging course will start next week and this semester will be quite tough for me bcoz i took both bridging course maths and econs.. actually,SIM said econs is strongly encouraged n i can dont take it if i want to.. But, i think i will be just do it.. Its also for my own good.. :)
well, the cost isnt cheap.. :(

waktu yang akan mengungkapkan semua kebenaran..

2009-04-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

i've watched 2 movies today, bride wars and marley&me.. i cried at the end of marley&me.. :(
thumbs up for both.. :)

im hoping tt i can go back on december rather than march.. coz most of my friends go back to pekanbaru at tt time.. there's only a few friends tt are still available in pekanbaru (who still work n study there)..

That consciousness is everything and that all things begin with a thought.
That we are responsible for our own fate, we reap what we sow, we get what we give,
we pull in what we put out. I know these things for sure.
Madonna

2009-04-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

well, today is not rly good.. felt vomitting during the journey from house to school bcoz long time nv take bus.. haha.. luckily i nv vomit or else pple think im pregnant or drunk.. lol

received letter from SIM about the Maths bridging course n UOL degree.. need to pay $5K sth before 13th April.. :( $368 for maths bridging course n $4K sth for 6 mths degree *i guess*

this sem will gonna be hard for me coz i need to do the bridging course as well.. must work hard!
*jiayou!*

2009-03-31T22:55:00.003+08:00

reached sg at 10.30 a.m today and i was very tired.. rest for a while before decided to go to bugis to give yudah what she wants from pekanbaru-indo..

siti called me and talked a lot today.. there's so many things tt i missed when i was at indo..

missing pekanbaru now.. missing my parents n my lil bro chandra..
im gaining weight.. i am a zhu rou now.. :(
ate a lot in pekanbaru.. i managed to eat all the food tt i wanted to eat.. haha..
need to diet n lose weight..
JIAYOU!

FYI, im so glad tt i do NOT need to see u anymore.. U SHOULDNT TALK ABOUT OTHERS WHEN THEY R NOT HAVING ANY RELATIONSHIPS WIF U.. ESPECIALLY THE THING TT ITS NOT TRUE!

2009-03-10T23:43:00.005+08:00

what a day!

went vivocity to find amrita's b'day present today, spent almost 1 hour before we met them.. amrita celebrates her b'day one day earlier..
what a surprise is a guy from my class dunno tt im indo^^ haha..
& is there anyone got drunk in the afternoon?? well, Gerald did.. =) he's so funny when he got drunk.. esp e part when he said "Ask them to turn on the Air-con, its so hot".. LOL how can pple turn on air-con at the beach????
after tt, accompanied siti meet her friends.. (amdan n mahmad.. is it correct??) had late-breakfast+lunch at vivo..
we walked2 at vivo for a while before we went to plasa singapura to meet michael n ate @ Gelare..

well!
im not e kind of person tt easily called a person bitch if the person nv do anything bad to me..
u r served to be called a bitch from me coz im so disappointed of you.. i wonder why a girl like u is exist in this world..
n i think i wont see u around again..
"i rly wonder what is e next lie u gonna make"

i dunno whether i can make it tml.. i havent prepare my luggage yet.. =(

2009-03-07T22:54:00.006+08:00

I'M SO RELIEVED!

after spent this exams week like hell and always go home late bcuz of study, the exams are finally OVER! Hope our hard-working not going to waste.. Unlike Human Resource Management, im quite OK with Marketing and Managerial Accounting.. im hoping for PASS, of course! WE WILL PASS,GUYS! DUNT WORRY! WE HAVE TO BE A POSITIVE THINKER!!

will spend my few days holiday here before i go back to indo^^
looking forward to syaz's house,seafood n sentosa!! hope there's no outing being cancelled.. =)

well, ya, LOVE IS BLIND!
but, u MUST consider to leave him when ur relationship is killing you.. Dunt force urself anymore,please!
maybe there's someone better than him outside, waiting for u! :)
or like michael said, maybe there's a man always look at ur house wanted to know u..

AND!
sth i need to say!! when u start a lie, u will give more lies to cover up ur previous lie.. u will just made pple wont believe u anymore and u commit more sins!
so be careful, bitch!

OK!
need to go sleep soon.. :)
im so tired*

2009-02-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

i've finally done of e application for UOL thing.. i've chosen Accounting & Finance.. Yay!
Hope i will get e acceptance letter soon! :)
Done wif this problem, another problem is coming..
exam is damn near.. im so STRESS!
but i will do e best tt i can do~
=)

P.S: i'm so worried of u,Phoi.. Hope u OK!

2009-02-24T16:25:00.002+08:00

a big big thanks to siti n syaz.. they accompanied me yesterday n i made they walked from one place to another.. first, we went to peninsula plaza.. but the people said that they dont have translation service.. they told me to ask their branch at simei.. when i planned to go to simei (bcoz they have e service), i remembered i can go ask aunty Maggie.. So three of us went to The Adelphie to meet her.. but she went back home alrdy.. >.<>.<)
but i gave u guys a new experience,rite? haha.. Both of u know what is Supreme Court looks like now.. =P

P.S: It is raining now.. I do love rain but i cant wash my clothes if it happens everyday.. =)

2009-02-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

must have positive thinking!

its ok to set a higher goal :)

2009-02-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

well!
this song's lyrics suits u a lot!!
"Jet-Look what you've done"

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

u made me hate u!
dunt ever think u will get a good outcome..
coz GOD HAS EYES..

2009-02-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

*FLASHBACK*

after read jenny's notes on facebook, it reminds me of my senior high school time..
i always wanted to enter to senior high school so much when im still at junior high school.. senior high school gives different image from junior high school..

ya.. senior high school is much better than junior high school.. my parents started to allow me to drive a car, to stay overnight at my friends' houses, to held BBQ party at my house n so on.. ;)
n of course i got much allowance than before.. haha..

ya although maybe i dont have much freedom when im in singapore.. my mom always worried about me.. + i have curfew.. :(
sometimes i can understand my mom's feeling.. (sometimes only.. hehe..)

i still remember e time when im selected to become a member of PASKIBRA (Pasukan Kibar Bendera) i dunno what it called in english.. (its like a brigade for flag ceremony)
e flag ceremony always be held once a month.. we must practiced first before tt.. n e happiest thing is e practice was held during our lessons.. haha.. we no need to attend class.. (somehow we feel special^^)
from this PASKIBRA, i met andreas.. we r just friends tt time..

i also still remember e time when we liked to go to canteen when teachers never came to class.. dunno whether they were sick or got some problems, we will managed to find e way to go to canteen carefully without other teachers know about it.. haha..

i missed e time when ferlyn,molita n me always spend our time to go to some makan places to eat.. we r supposed to attend afternoon course (senior high sch year 3).. haha..
tt's e reason y i bcome (rrmm,, dont say fat.. haha..) more chubby..
when u compare my primary&junior high sch photos with senior high sch photos, u will see e difference..
=)

i really missed my bestfriends!
ferlyn,molita,alexia,yuliana n luhdewi..

i still remember e time when i held BBQ party at my house wif my friends (first time).. there're ferlyn, nadia, molita, alexia, yuliana, luhdewi, bestari, leonardo, sumardi, rolest, rudi..
=)

year 3!
alexia had relationship wif bobby, luhdewi wif rudi, andreas wif me..
i want to laugh when i remember about 6 of us have triple date in school.. hahahahaha..

i remember about ferlyn's advice when i told her tt andreas said "cinta" to me.. haha..
she said tt as a girl u must not be catch so easy.. hahahahahahahahaha..
u must at least ask 3-7 days to think before u said yes to him..
=P
to think bout it, i just wanna laugh..

rmm,
i think i must stop here.. if i continue talking, it will just getting longer n longer..
i also afraid tt u guys will bcome bored when reading this..
=)

though i rly missed those times, but i MUST NOT be trapped in past!
:)

2009-02-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

i have the mood to write! :)

though i spent my valentine without making chocolate for my friends this year, i have a nice valentine's day wif siti, syaz, oka n michael..
we went to pizza hut @ bukit timah plaza n guess what, its so crowded there.. Luckily, we got seat :)
*i still remember of e michael thing* >.< just couldnt forget about it.. is he human?? hahaha..
after that, syaz went home n oka went to class.. left siti, michael n me.. we went to McDonald to eat ice-cream bcoz both siti n me is craving on it.. if i nv stop eating so much, i will grow and grow until become a ball.. lol
then we went to michael's hostel.. he said that it will only took 5 mins.. apparently its more than 15 mins lor bcos siti fell asleep while waiting for him.. hahahaha..
we took cab to go to richard's house n we both were rotting there.. they said tt wanted to go to marina barrage but seems tt they dunt want to move their butts.. >.<
seems that i have to wait for next time..
took bus no.28 to go to bedok interchange.. we spent our time wif syaz there bcos syaz is waiting for her bf to fetch her.. so good :)
envy MODE:ON.. haha..

today, siti nv go to sch n spent time wif bf..
Oh my goodness, both of siti n syaz have bf.. n i can be envy only.. hahahaha...

can u believe it tt i can make friend to pple tt i nv like bfore n it all started bcoz of sth unexpected??
well, i do believe tt nothing is impossible!

im so confused rite now..
still thinking of which course i wanna take after this diploma.. im taking UOL degree anw..
which one should i choose, banking&finance or accounting&finance??

GOD, give me a sign pls!
:)

2009-02-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

im very confused rite now..
someone help me!!
i need to decide what course i want to take and they only give less than 1 mth to decide it..
rmm..
i only go for 2 choices..
whether banking&finance or accounting&finance..

destiny : it is written!

2009-02-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, i finished all e assignments..
=)

well!
it's difficult to explain how e feeling of being deceived by someone that u rly trust..
i will just dont care about it anymore.. its ur business whether u have 2 faces or even more.. i always believe what my parents said "Tuhan punya mata" or "God has eyes".. =)

indo metaphor Air susu dibalas dengan air tuba rly suits u a lot!!